I miss you girls

I miss the times when we would just laugh and laugh and laugh
I haven't laughed like that for a long time. In fact, my laughs feel forced a lot lately
I miss the chick flicks
I miss your hugs
I miss the late night talks
I miss how you would always understand how I felt
You would understand how I feel right now wouldn't you? Cause you always do
I miss how often we would take the words out of each others mouths
I miss all the inside jokes
I miss how sometimes all it would take was a look to make us laugh
I miss how you could calm me down when I felt like my head was about to explode
I miss how we were all so comfortable with each other
I miss those ridiculous games we made up
I miss how my life could be so messed up, but you could make sense of it all
I miss being with you, even if we were doing nothing
I miss seeing you everyday
I miss you

Will I ever find friends as amazing as you were? Will I be able to tell them my thoughts, everything? Will I be able to cry on their shoulders like I cried on yours? Will I be forget the world when I am with them? Will they understand me like you do? Will it ever be the same again?
I hope I will be able to find some friends that are as amazing as you are. I doubt I will, but I really wish I could. And I hope you will find some good friends too. Because as much as I hate to admit it, it will never be the same again. I will do my best, and I know you will too, but the truth is, we are moving apart and we won't always be able to be there for each other. So now what?
Sorry if I'm not making much sense. I guess what I am trying to say is... I really could go for a girls night right
now.