Stupid little heart

Here's a thought that I have been thinking about lately but for some reason have never really thought about before...
Heart vs mind.
When your making a decision, who has the final call? Do you always go after each and every fancy your heart takes on? or do you analyze every aspect and then make a careful, informed decision based on facts?
What do I do? Well I have quite recently figured it out. And I'm going to have to say, I am not very pleased with myself.
Usually, my stubborn little heart gets fixated upon something. Sometimes, if it is being a good little heart, it asks the brain it's opinion. But very rarely does the heart actually listen to the brain's opinion. More often than not it just ignores it. But most of the time, the heart avoids asking at all costs. The heart is scared of what the brain will say. The heart is scared that if it asks the brain, the brain will say no. Not only that, but the heart is scared that the brain will be right. Stupid little heart.
For example, right now I really should be compiling a pros/cons list about the 3 different schools I am trying to decide on. I cleaned my room, vacuumed, washed the dishes, did laundry, and dusted. and now, I'm blogging/facebooking/listening to music. aka. wasting time. But still have not done that list.
And so here's another thought.
Time.
20 days.
I wish it was sooner. It's so far away! But now that I think about it, I have SO much to do!!
Now I just have to get to work and do it.
Stupid little heart, just be quiet.