Sunday, March 20

Forgive me.

Today I decided that I would write a post. It's been way to long. So I turned on my computer and logged on... 
That was 15 minutes ago. I still don't know what to write.

I would love to say this blog is where I feel free to write anything I want, where I can just write and write and write and release all those pent up thoughts and crazy feelings. Where I could share whatever was on my mind, whenever I wanted. I would love to say that. But I can't. I am acutely aware that people are reading this. That they will take whatever I write on here and interpret it and perhaps even judge me by it. Please don't get me wrong, I love you reading this. I love writing here and I love people telling me that they love what I wrote. I love getting emails that tell me someone commented on a post. I love posting pictures and telling everyone what I have been doing. So please, if you are reading this, don't go anywhere. Hear me out though..
Sometimes, you have thoughts that you aren't ready to share with the world. Sometimes you have thoughts that are for your journal and not for your blog. They are personal, ever evolving and, most importantly, yours. Just yours. Sometimes, like right now, those are the only kind of thoughts I have. So forgive me for not blogging. Forgive me for not telling you where I am or what I am doing. Forgive me for not telling you of my plans, my dreams, or even my day-to-day activities. Forgive me for the lengthy silences. Forgive me if I suddenly pop a surprise on you. Forgive me for keeping secrets. Forgive me for not being ready to tell the world yet.

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